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A blog written by team member Rebecca Amarnath.
 
Slow down, be still. Breathe in, refill.

Be here. Be now.
If you choose to love and to know that the call
Is to give all you are, to give love away.
Rise, people of love, Rise.
Give yourself away.

I honestly don’t know where to start! I am sitting in our house in Dwarka, surrounded by my teammates who are reading, journalling, and doing absolutely anything and everything to seek our Father’s heart. It has been such a beautiful, encouraging thing to be surrounded by people who have a genuine desire to have their hearts look like the heart of Christ. I have been blessed beyond measure! I feel like I’ve known some of them for years… and the reality is we met exactly two weeks ago 🙂 Praise God for his provision, timing, and perfect plan that I am seeing unfold each and every day.

Week one of being in this nation has been a ride, to say the least! We had a couple of days of rest, where we got accustomed to our house and fought jet lag. It definitely took a few days to feel normal again, but our first trip out of the house to the market made us feel like we were finally here. I still can’t believe it sometimes! I have grown to love the village we are staying at, and I actually know my way around a little bit, which is so nice. One of my favorite things to do is just walk down the streets in the village saying “Namaste” to anyone and everyone! I wish SO BADLY I had learned Hindi before I came here! I can’t tell you all how many times someone has said, “Indian?” to me and started rattling off a long stream of Hindi that I couldn’t understand in the least. Sometimes it’s even worse when I say one of the two sentences I know (“How are you”) because they assume I know way more than that. So other than the major language barrier, I love walking down the streets, seeing the same people doing the same things. These people are such hard workers! I have thought so many times of the work I do in a normal day, whether here or at home, and it doesn’t even compare! I find myself praying for physical strength for these people so often.

I have already been stretched in so many ways this week. My heart has been broken for the people and the kids I have met. This is our first real ministry week, and I am SO excited to see what’s ahead of us. I can’t wait to tell you all about the kids and the beautiful people we have met. I have seen Christ in the most unlikely places, and I’ve only been here a week! It has been my daily prayer that not my will, but His will be done. I want God to keep stripping away everything that’s of me, even when it hurts, and to make me look more like Christ. I want a heart like His, and I know He has brought me here to not only use me, but to change me. I will never be the same.

Thank you all for your support and prayers! I really do feel them here in a very real way. Mom, Dad, Rachel, and George, I love you guys and miss you like CRAZY! Everything here reminds me of you. I’ll have a million stories to tell you. Drew, I miss you and love you very much! Praying for you daily and can’t wait to talk to you soon. Kari, Erin, Brittany, Jamie, Daniel, and all my other friends who I wish I could list: I love you guys and seriously miss laughing and talking with you! I can’t wait to hear about what God is doing in your lives.
 

Great is Thy faithfulness! Morning by morning new mercies I see. All I have needed Thy hand has provided. Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord unto me.

~Rebecca